Anyone ever sit and wonder why your actually here and what your doing in life ??? I am in a relationship thats going to rat shit in a hand cart, a house I dont want to be in but cant afford to move. Am too old (39 next Saturday the 16th) and unfit to join the reserves and I feel that right now life is passing me by and i am achieving very little..... its one of those 'Its a Wonderful Life' times - ie if I wasnt here/had never been would it of mattered ??? OK, sorry for bringing you all down on a Friday but anyone else ever feel the same or am I having a Midlife crisis ?