I completed the application process about a year ago, including security clearance, and was due to start training. (I still had the fitness test and Raligh to do) Stupidly, I bottled it at the last minute and didn't show up to training. I got a letter saying my application had failed. I have now seen sense and really regret my unprofessional conduct at that time, and would really like to join the RNR. (Eaglet is the nearest) Do you lot think I should re-apply, or have I blown it? Advice very gratefully recieved.