Guys Not sure about how to put this without sounding like an anchor faced whimp. I left last year after 34 years and I personally am finding it hard to make the break, "Jack dreams" most nights, struggling to find a job and pissed off after every rejection. Would welcome feedback and other ex service experiences. I felt it was time to go but feck do I miss the banter and the mates. Not sure if this has been posted before apologies if it has.