As has been pointed out quite eloquantly by G.R it's okay to air your problems on this website mate as we will probably never meet. In my job just lately i have had to cope with a great deal of trauma due to the nature of the job. I'm used to dealing with trauma in adults due to my forces background but just lately i've had to deal with very poorly young children and i can assure you it's heartbreaking. I help vent my frustration and upset by logging on to R.R and having a debate with like minded individuals like yourself as well as a laugh!! My point is mate air your problems as usually 2 heads are better than 1 (especially in hereford) but in this case you have hundreds of people helping you with your problems. good luck with it all, my thoughts are with you young man!!golden_rivet said:Dear RN,
I can't see how you could have broken any rule about what can be posted mate. All you have done is be open about something and since we don't know who you are that's no problem for you. A lot of people use RR to help solve problems in their lives such as loneliness etc. God I think the whole internet would breakdown if there weren't any lonely people. I can't advise about medical probs but perhaps a couple of guys can send you a private message about that aspect. All I'd say is that you are not alone and need to talk to people about your fears. Making you wait so long for results is dreadful and I deeply sympathise. If you can't talk to family and friends about it RR is here - many of us will be logging on over Xmas and the New Year so you won't be on your own. Best wishes ...