IMO the OP's original intention is one of those things that it's impossible to judge without additional knowledge.I’m a firm believer in ,”You make your bed, now you bed down.”
Sorry mate. No sympathy from this call sign. (Cake and eat it??). Ridiculous.
I standby for lashing......
Couldn’t give 2 fcuks tbf.
We all know people who've played a "tactical wibble" to get out of a deployment/ course/ draft.
By the same token, the OP could just as easily have been completely mismatched to the RN, had a bad time mentally and is trying to claim he was faking it a few years down the line to have a (probably ill-advised) second bite at the cherry. It must have been the psychiatrist's medical opinion that he was profoundly unsuitable for service life in order to grade him TU (I) so I'll take that at face value, it's not a good choice of lifestyle for everyone.