The best bits about this thread are it exposed you as a bluffing auld selfish self centered **** who lives in Walter Mitty land. And it cost you £151, which went towards a genuine good cause.
Let me put a hypothetical scenario to you. Man sells book and in his sales spiel he states that the money he makes will go to charity, he may or may not take what he paid for the book from what he sells it for. The purchaser thinks I would like that book and is pleased to read that some or all of his money will go to the sellers chosen charity. It therefore follows that it is the purchaser’s cash that has gone to the charity and not the sellers.
My top tip to you today would be think carefully before posting or to put it another way, engage brain before ‘cyber gob’.